You have no idea how badly I want a break.

Adding many 6 hours together make up a few days.

So sick.

Yeah jessie, go on rambling about how sucky your life is now.

Be optimistic yah. I'll be optimistic once I get the green light. But now, I feel as if I'm being thrown into a pit of burning sulphur yet desperately trying to get out alive.

I hope two days can merge into one so I'll have more time. Even if it's impossible just give me 24hr and 1millisecond. The extra millisecond is for me to catch up on my sleep. I've been feeling drowsy during lectures and tutorials. Super unproductive.

Sobz. And the worse thing is I can't blame anyone else other than myself. But why do I have to shoulder this alone?

And we will never get an answer.